I Love like a Child
When I was a kid,
I never understood
How love could hurt?
In movies and fairy tales
It's the most beautiful feeling,
I had ever heard and seen
I loved the things that made me happy
Avoided the ones that made me sad,
frustrated, angry, heavy, unseen and mad
Growing up I realised, Adults were right
For nothing is as painful as love, indeed its blind
Even when it hurts me, I chase it
Even when it stings, I breathe it
I break into pieces till my fingers bleed,
I dive into oceans meant to drown me deep
Even when I finally let go,
I forget the cruelty, the sleepless nights
I only remember the warmth,
The forever tucked inside momentary smiles
That’s just the way I am,
when I love, I love without conditions,
A tragically beautiful truth,
woven into everything I feel